HELLO PEOPLES

HELLO ALL HOWS IT HANGING ME JUST PEACHY SO HOWS LIFE WITH EVERYONE ME ALRIGHT JUST BORED AND A LIL CURIOUS ANYWAYS IM GOING TO WRITE THAT POEM NOW I WROTE BACK WHEN JAMIE BROKE UP WITH ME AND YEAH ITS SORTA SAD TO ME IT IS BUT OH WELL HERE IT GOES........

I WANTED TO BE THE ONE

 I WANTED TO BE THE ONE WHO YOU COME RUNNING AFTER, I WANTED TO BE THE ONE WHO WATCHES YOUR LAUGHTER, I MISS YOUR VOICE, I MISS YOUR SMILE, I WONDER HOW YOUR DOING, WHILE IM IN DENIAL, WHY CANT YOU SEE THAT YOU WERE MADE FOR ME, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, MORE THAN WHAT I COULD SAY, YOU MEAN SO MUCH, THATS A REASON I LIVED TODAY, I BARELY CAN MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE BUT NOT TO HAVE YOU, THERES NO REASON TO BE ALIVE.

ITS SHORT BUT CUTE IN A WAY ITS A SUICIDE POEM HAVENT YOU ALL HEARD OF THEM BUT HEY THAT WAS THEN THIS IS NOW. WERE TOGETHER AND IM HAPPY WE STARTED OVER ON A CLEAN SLATE. ITS LIKE WE FELL IN LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN. I KNOW SHE IS ALL THAT I TALK ABOUT ON HERE BUT HEY AINT THAT WHAT IM SUPPOSE TO BE ABLE TO DO ON HERE. I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT HER BUT SHES MY WORLD I COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT HER SHE IS ALL I GOT TO LIVE FOR. I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS FOR HER IN WORDS BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST. HOW CAN I SAY IT I LOVE HER MORE THAN N-E-1 OR N-E-THING I COULDNT PICTURE A FUTURE WITH ANYBODY ELSE BUT HER I JUST WISH SHE COULD SEE HOW MUCH SHE MEANS TO ME. IF ONLY SHE KNEW IF ONLY SHE KNEW WHAT I WOULD DO FOR HER I WOULD DIE FOR HER I WILL WALK A 10000000 AND ON MILES FOR HER I WANT TO BE WITH HER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I HOPE SHE FEELS THE SAME I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO OF SHE DIDNT FEEL THE SAME BUT I HOPE NOTHING ELSE HAPPENS TO US I COULDNT BARE THE THOUGHT OF BEING LONELY AGAIN IM HAPPY AND IM BEGGING WHOEVER PLEASE DO NOT TAKE IT AWAY. YOU KNOW ITS CRAZY HOW THIS WORKS BUT JAMIE IS THE ONLY PERSON SEE THAT HAS SEEN THE SWEET SIDE OF ME. AND SHE TELLS ME THAT I LET PEOPLE SEE THE SWEET SIDE OF ME THROUGH HER AND IF YOU LOOK AT IT I DO. IT WIGGS ME OUT BUT ITS TRUE IHATE FOR PEOPLE TO SEE ME BEING SWEET. NOT REALLY I LOVE THE ATTENTION. BUT YEAH I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THINK THAT IM A SOFY-HEARTED PERSON WHICH I AM ILL ADMIT BUT ONLY TO JAMIE THOUGH OTHER PEOPLE COULD ROT OR SOMETHING BESIDES MY FRIENDS BUT YEAH U KNOW. I CANT HELP THE WAY I FEEL FOR HER BUT IM HAPPY WITH HER AND I COULDNT BE ANY MORE HAPPIER THAN WHAT I AM ITS JUST HARD TO BELIEVE SHES MINE ALL MINE ONCE MORE AGAIN BUT YOU KNOW SHE SAYS THAT IVE ALWAYS HAD HER MAYBE I HAVE MAYBE I HAVENT BUT I BELIEVE WHAT SHE SAYS CAUSE SHE KNOWS THE TYPE OF STUFF I WANT TO HEAR U KNOW WHAT ANY/CHICK WOULD WANT TO HEAR. ALL I DO KNOW IS IM HAPPY AND I WANT TO MARRY HER I CANT EXPLAIN IT BUT YEAH I FEEL IT. YOU KNOW ONE OF THOSE TYPE OF EMOTIONS THAT YOU JUST WANT TO CUDDLE THATS IT. BUT I G2G I MISS JAMIE AND TIME FOR ME THO STARE AT ONE OF HER PICTURES AND LISTEN TO HER VOICE SO YEAH L8R. SARA BETH MATTINGLT LOVE JAMIE RAE PUCKETT FOREVER AND ALWAYS.